Suicide

I never stopped myself
Always pushed –
Swimming against the tides
Running from everything
You are.

The world never waited on
Me to stop
My eyes dilated
Like the first time
A child sees snow
Where – did life go?

Behind me they place me up
On a pedestal – stop wait
I’m going to fall
Honest, I don’t know it all
I’m just a child without a
Home

Love me – Touch me – Never let me go
Capture this heartless – empty soul
Forgive me, descend me – but
Don’t leave me here alone

Where did my life go?


On this bridge I sit
Drifting, tipping –
Off this cliff –
Here I go.